2004-05-17
7:12 p.m.

gone but not forgotten

Don't think Ryan's off my mind. He isn't. Of course he's there. He'll always be there.

I've broken through to be able to accept him, I mean this hole, this gash in my heart, as just part of my new world. Scars this deep don't heal.

Writing again, about Tony that is, is helping a lot.

Regarding Tony, yes, he is a real person, and what I'm writing is part true, part fantasy. Which part is which is for me to know, for you to guess.

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