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me and girls? me and my sexuality? i'm still trying to figure that out. it's a mess. where's to start? my history? where i am now with respect to girls? 'cause it's changed over time. my taste in guys has changed as well, but i think JWB has had a lot to do with that. or maybe it's just an age thing. Mike, maybe you can chime in and write an entry about your shifts in taste over the years.
it would be fun for me, interesting for me anyway -- as for readers, your mileage may vary -- to go back, all the way back, to my earliest sexual memory, which goes back to age 5 or something like that. (and it was to a guy, a drawing no less!)
the LO and i are going out tonight for dinner at the home of J&C, our theater friends. it's 5:30 as i type, i'm not sure when we're leaving. 6? i'd like to be able to post something illustrated before then.
i'll pick up from where i left off last entry!
after that what passed for sex, i didn't jerk off again. surprising, that. i got up and started looking at porn -- i mean continuing what i'd been doing, namely reviewing those 148 folders 1000 images each to dump corrupted files and ones where i can't imagine what i was thinking when i added it to my collection. in the folder i was reviewing i ran across an mpg (an mp4 to be exact), which is one of my favorites, if not my absolute favorite. i watched it and within seconds i had an erection so hard i had to let it out of my jeans. beads of pre-cum were appearing, which i kept wiping up and licking off my fingers.
the mpg is one of the tiny ones, you know, not quite 2" in diameter. it pisses me off! i want a huge version! still, little as it is, the sight of it gets me hard and i can and have stroked off to it more times than i can count.
here's a still:
sorry it's crappy. if anyone would like to see it, email me and i'll send it. the file size is 967k.
in sum, my favorite porn is watching guys bang girls. it's not that simple, though. i like to watch young guys fucking girls missionary position, amateur footage, voyeuristic stuff in particular. 'mainstream' straight porn is irritating to me for a few reasons: the women have too much make-up, their hair is out of control, and what's up with those freaking shoes? and the men tend to be older than i'd like and the chunky gold jewelry is tawdry. worst of all is the music and all that fancy fucking in improbable positions. i don't like to obligatory gay for pay "lesbian" scenes either. why are straight guys so hot for that? are straight women that fascinated with watching two men getting it on?
we're leaving in about 10 minutes and i'm not dressed yet. so i gotta scoot.
the next entry will have a lot of pictures, ones of the sort that get me up and off with very little effort. yummmmmm...
seth
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