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Let's see... I left off writing about a few weeks ago, that Thursday afternoon when Tanner and I shared our first orgasms together. (Ain't that sweet?) I'll streamline the rest of our weekend as best I can.
That Thursday evening, when he got back from rehearsal, he was frisky and it was back to the bedroom. He started undressing me. The boy learns! Once we'd gotten each other down to our birthday suits it was kissing and rolling around on the bed. He suddenly had no problem touching/holding my cock. Now and then I'd straddle him and pull our cocks together belly to belly and stroke us as if we were one. No lube needed... I produce enough pre-cum when in the zone to slick up half the county! Tanner can churn it out pretty well himself. At any rate, I wound up sucking him off again and we humped me to climax. I say 'we' because he was an active participant this time, even if he was on his back and meeting my thrusts. We summoned a Chinaman and ate and laughed and had fun, then cuddled on the couch to watch a movie. I can't remember what because neither of us was watching it... The clothes started flying again and back to the bedroom for another round of basically exactly what had happened twice before that day, though I got the feeling I'd created a monster. (Yeah? So? Shut up!)
Sleeping together (I mean as in spending the night together in the same bed) was sublime. We took turns holding each other all through the night. We're both side sleepers, so when it was time to turn, turn we did, so whose arm wrapped around whose chest was based on that.
Friday morning I woke him up with a blow job. This has since become a ritual every morning we've slept together. We went to work, met back at the house, repeat of before. Left over Chinese for supper, another false effort to watch a movie, back to be for another round, but this time he jerked me off. I had to put his hand on my cock, but he did.
Ever try Stroke 29? The most amazing masturbation lube yet invented!
Saturday morning he had his 'wake up' call. We spent all morning in the kitchen talking about everything, making breakfast, eating it... It took all morning. Then we went shopping for this that and the other. Fun doing that as well. Late afternoon we went to a barbeque place, ate our fill, and came back to the house. We carried the purchases inside and suddenly, without warning, he dragged me to the bedroom (not like I was fighting!) and nearly tore my clothes off. He had a 'I wanna fuck your brains out' look on his face that I'd never seen in him before! I was in heaven!
When he started grabbing for my ass, not a cheek clutch but going to finger my hole, I had to slow him down. For one thing, I haven't been boned since 2003 (June 22, not that I'm counting), for another thing, I'd been having some G-I problems and Seth's anus was not a happy one, and finally, if not most of all, all Tanner knows of anal sex is what he's seen in porn. Unless you're the Holland Tunnel, it ain't something that just happens like sticking your finger in a bowl of batter for a look-see taste. You know what I mean.
Even more complicated for me in that I can love being topped, but something in my past haunts the hell out of me. (Did I write about it before? When a kid, 8 y.o. maybe, I was raped by 3 teenagers. That was my introduction to anal sex.) So I had to make him back off, which I totally didn't want to do. I want him. I want to be his first experience top and bottom. I want to make sure his isn't as horrid as mine was. Something sweet to remember, not the nightmares that continue to plague me. I told him all that in embrace and felt the rebar pressed against my thigh melt to overcooked linguine. I hate buzz kills in heated moments, but this one had to happen.
He's a pup. He has no idea of how to act or think about another in a relationship. He's learning.
That takes me to that Saturday. So much for streamlining I guess! Argh.
He's gonna be back from rehearsal soon. I told him I'd have a pitcher of pi�a coladas ready when he got back, and the dogs want to eat... so I need to tend to my immediates.
I'm thinking tonight will be the night he and I finally 'connect'. Thanks, Crys, for the advice! He said while I was at work he jerked off wearing a condom this morning, an average size one which was baggy for him, but he got off. He said 'squeezing the bottom' was better than any cock ring. As inexperienced as he is, I wonder if he was doing things right. We'll find out soon.
Tonight might be the night. I hope so!
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