2004-06-01
12:42 p.m.

porn report and bleh

Yesterday I did virtually nothing but ogle and download porn from that site -- the realhiddensex one. It's good. Real good! I went for the 3 days for $4.95 teaser membership. I might have to let it lapse automatically into the month at $29.95 since there's so much there I don't know if I'll be able to download it fast enough! There are other site that you get access to as well. The others I've only peeped at (so to speak) are teenobsessed and voyeurteens. There's collegepussy too. 12 sites in all, but the others are like peeing, showers, upskirt, and so on. Not for me.

Most of the videos are pretty good quality, especially for voyeur. Cameras are way better than they used to be, and the zoom feature is the bomb!

Most of the folks in them are hot. Some are utterly godlike! Most also have sound, except that it's usually muffled. :-(

There's a dude who posted a lot of videos and I hope for more. He has a little alley behind him place and a window to film out of. There's a bright security light in the alley too. It's apparently a well-know spot for teenagers. Not a make-out spot. A fuck spot. You know that's got to be right up my alley. (OK. Enough for bad word plays.)

Most of the shots are done by sneaky cam. Suspicious lovers, family members, etc. Sometimes there are guys who set up a cam so they can secretly tape themselves unbeknownst to their bangee.

Here are some stills from the last one I watched, and wanked to. My 4th nut of the day and it's only noon!

I tried out a new cockring. It's about 1/4" hard rubber. It hurt! My dick was turning unnatural shades and I feared it would 'splode! I used to have a leather strap with velcro closure one. I lost it when I came back from St. Louis. It was a better design, though I never did use it. I could have disentangled myself immediately after I popped, not be in pain and have to wait half a painful hour before deflating enough post-squirt to remove it.

Oops. I digressed again. The stills from that last video.

Most of the videos are 8-10 minutes long. This one was 25, 20 of which is him nailing her. They come into a hotel room, he's obviously aware of the camera, she's oblivious. They make out a little, he goes down on her a little, she sucks his cock for a few seconds, then suddenly he's doing her missionary -- my absolute favorite to watch. Clenching, thrusting, tight male buns? Are you kidding?!!! Well, after a good bit of pinning and pounding, she rides him for a bit, facing this way then that. Then it's doggie time. What's almost cute about the doggie time is how he looks at his reflection in the tv now and then.

He's do-able, that's for sure. Nice bod, great dick, and a charming late-teen effort at a goatee. She, however, is amazing!

So shut up already! Gimme the pics!

Here's a cold shower for you porn mongers -- a return to me.

The *closure* story I'm writing is more record than writing. I want to get it down. If you find it boring, or my diary for that matter, don't read it. My diary is for my expression, not entertainment. If you enjoy, even get off on my writings, that's cool. I appreciate you who drop notes, g-book entries, and private emails. Words of support, encouragement, and appreciation are welcome. In other news, my radiation therapy begins today. I'm getting cold feet. I might put it off till tomorrow.

Dunno. I'm frustrated with the LO, miss my guy, hurt (physically) like hell, and so in lieu of a vacation, I've asked for a leave of absence.

So much change needs to happen for me. Too much of it is in the lap of the gods.

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