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I didn't get a chance to update yesterday. I spent the morning downloading a little porn, working with the images I keep threatening to post ;-), but I think most of my time was spent drawing my next tattoo while listening to my new audio book The DaVinci Code. The tattoo is geometric, so I had ruler, compass, and protractor out. I like doing shit like that. It's for my lower back and a copy of one I've seen on someone else. You'll see.
BL came over yesterday afternoon. Stayed for a good 4 hours. He was still here when the LO got home. He was peeved that BL was here (again). Shades of Ryan all over again. And it's true. I gotta watch out. I get too easily attached and there's a HUGE danger of rebound. Complicating things is that he sent me a casual, pointless email this morning saying how much he enjoyed 'our time alone together' yesterday, then signed off with the words te amo.
Uh-oh.
BL isn't unattractive. Not anyone I'd chase or drool after either. Then again, nor was Ryan. He does present a nice package, though. Dresses right, not left like most guys. I can't say I'm not curious! Yesterday I swear I saw him getting a fatty. We were just sitting talking. He isn't Ryan. He very isn't in any way, except, come to think of it, he does have a bit of the doofy look Ryan had when I first met him -- he was also at the time the same age.
Today's been interesting so far. I woke up feeling unhappy about my appearance. Beer belly starting. Stop it before it goes too far! And I smoke too much. I'll like to put on some muscle too. So I decided I'd start with walking and I did. Then I went in to work to pack a little (I'm changing offices in a few weeks).
When I pulled into the parking lot (at around 7:50) there were very few cars. I saw JWB and some blond guy walking out of the lot. I don't think he noticed me. Anywho, the vehicle was a brand new $30k SUV, with Jesus-Wejus stickers plastered all over the back. A tattoo aficionado one as well. (got ink?) I figured it was the blond's thang. Another scary flat-earth predestination PCAer. Well, when I left work, guess who I saw walking into the parking lot (following me?), then staring at me, or my truck, then climbing into said new car smell? Where'd the money come from. He's poor as a church mouse. His family is too! And at $9.50 an hour? Has he found a sugar daddy? WTF?
The WTF? turned from him to myself. Why should I give a shit?
The sickest thing about it all is that I had one of those vivid flashback moments. Some of you know what I mean. It's like being there again, wherever your 'there' happens to be. Sight, sound, smell... all of it. The memory was of him lying behind me, cock inside me freshly cum, his hand on my chest still holding me tight, and saying, "I love you, Seth." I melted a bit.
I guess I'm not quite as out of the woods as I thought. Merde
Well, I have a butt load *tee-hee* of pics to upload before I can begin the skinny guy extravaganza or the promised locked one.
Gonna work a little on the tattoo now, then start the uploading process. That in itself will take awhile!
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