2004-05-30
2:28 p.m.

lunch

Two views of lunch:

Would you like him for here or to go?


In accordance with prophecy, the mon-back truck dumped a butt load of paperwork on my desk yesterday. I managed to hack through a lot of it yesterday. I got up at 5 this morning and have been chipping away like mad, taking only porn breaks. The above is one of the treasures I found.

I also googled around to see if I could find any good voyeur sites. I don't want spy cams hidden in toilets or changing rooms. (Even the ones in guys' locker rooms aren't all that interesting. I want to see (or hear or better yet both!) FUCKING! Especially frantic teen fucking. I don't want plucked and over-done staged fucking. I want amateur footage, best if they aren't aware they're being taped or shot. Just hot'n'horny young male ass pile driving a hot girl into convulsions. Where the bi side of me is mostly -- and I guess this counts -- is the effect female sexual response has on me. That's why audio is important to me too. Actually, the sounds of creaking bed springs and even better, the sound of flesh smacking against flesh during a good pounding gets me wetter than anything. Professional porn insists on that turn-off music to mask it, and the girls wear those stupid ass shoes.

Anyway, I found two promising sites. One is realhiddensex, the other is "fuck spy".

I'm not done with my paperwork, but I just got the house to myself, so I want to be checking the sites out.

One more thing of interest. I'm pretty sure I wrote about Brian before. He's a young guy at work that stops by my office for no reason, sends me emails for no reason, accompanies me walking whenever he gets a chance. He's 18/19, stands 5'8" with weight proportionate to frame, little stylish glasses, short wavy light medium brown hair (that I really want to touch), not much presence. He's not a nerd exactly, but not far from one. His sexuality is a mystery to me. If I were a chicken-hawk, he'd be mine in a snap. But I'm not, nor am I disappointed that I'm not. My gaydar doesn't go off, but I don't sense he's a breeder either. Asexual? Maybe he's just in flux.

Well, he caught me yesterday just as I was leaving and we wound up talking for nearly an hour. I won't get into the banalities that led to this comment of his: "I have two mommies." The conversation continued in a very different direction as you might imagine. Now our relationship will continue in a similarly different direction. I like him well enough, but I don't need another BRyan in my life, if you get my not so subtle drift. In fact, I shudder enough not to want to refer to him by name anymore. (Actually, I don't call him by his first name anyway.) Henceforth he is BL.

Off to strafe one of those sites. I'll report back with samples.

Here's another distraction:

He seems in distress. Should I don my white spandex and platform shoes to help him?

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