2004-09-05
3:52 p.m.

boyfriends and tons o pics of would thats

I took another of those silly quizzes this morning. It seems the male celeb for me is Miss Cruise. (whom I've always thought a closet case anyway.


You are going to marry Tom Cruise. He is older and
wiser and still is quite charming. Congrats!



Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (14 choices now!!)
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I never thought he was too rough on the eye. When I think of him my first thought goes to the famous Risky Business his dancing around the house in his briefs scene. I remember when I first saw that I was mighty turned on.

Turned on... I have been so friggin' horny today I'm going out of my mind! This morning before I got out of bed I stroked two off. My thoughts wandered back and forth, mostly from memories. There was rimming Ryan and hearing his gasps, his sucking my balls, and a particular fuck session we had. The other was of making out with Tanner, my feeling him up, and our dry humping. Damn our bodies fit well together! Wrapping my legs around his back was out of this world! I can still feel the grinding rhythm we struck that day. He ought to be good at rhythm. He's a percussionist. I wish he'd had a chance to really percuss me before the party ended!

So I want to get laid. What else is new? I need some expert cocksmanship working me. I'm pretty jizz hungry too, though. Ryan's was the best I'd ever tasted. Smooth, creamy... a veritable dessert. Not a dessert topping, but a dessert all in itself. I don't miss his hassle, but I sure do miss his cock.

As briefly as I knew it, I miss Tanner's kissing too. Ryan's all gone now, but Tanner's still around. He will be for a very long time. Tanner and I are pretty much back where we started at the beginning of summer, but with a few differences. He's started sending 'I love you's' again, and doing some sexy talk. During a recent IM he pointed me to the site (juicygoo) where the pictures that follow are from. He added that he thought the pics might be too 'boyish' for me. Well, I've already downloaded 275, just of the amateur shots. I like them best. He alerted me to the fact that he'd joined a site (justusboys) too. Why does he tell me these things? He knows I want to suck his nuts dry. He knows I want him to mount me and pound my brains out. He found my Achilles' heel (sucking and tugging my earrings if you haven't noticed), so now he wants to get piercings too. Is this a cocktease I have in my midst? He's doing a good job. My cock certainly is teased. Gods know I want to do a taste test comparison of his cum against Ryan's! It won't happen. I'll keep fantasizing. Hell, if I have fantasizing as my only hope and future for sexual satisfaction, I might as well start multi-tasking and have both the guys in my bed at the same time!

Oh. I promised some pics/wank fodder. Of all those I downloaded, these are the ones that turn my crank the most. Cocks, bods, faces... one or a combo of the above do it for me.

Such tasty treats!!!

In other news...

Frances is on the way and the wind is already picking up. By the time she gets here a lot of punch will be gone. That's good.

I've spent the past few days exploring England. I really am excited about the trip. I know no one there. I know no one from there. I found a cool site (rainbowholidays) that has a search/locator/booking service to connect folks to gay friendly lodgings, mostly in London. That's ok. If anyone has any recommendations, please pipe up! Since we'll only be there a week, and I'd rather see a few things well than many at a glance, I/we have decided to stick to the southern end of the island this time. Northern England and Scotland will have to wait for the next time. My wants are Watford (where my family's from -- it's outside of London), Verulamium (which is an important Roman settlement near Watford), Salisbury and Avebury, and I suppose Bath while in that neck of the woods. I had also wanted to get to York, Lindisfarne, Hadrian's Wall, and as far north as I could get from there. At least to Inverness. I have no interest in Ireland. Can't say why. Isle of Man, yes, but that's because, I suspect, they're so spunky. My linguistic interests also probably spur me. I can't recall, but I believe Manx, and Cornish, and Welsh for the most part are in their death throes. Scots Gaelic too. Not to mention Scots English. (Lowland, Highland, Picts, Anglo-Saxons, Vikings, the Daneslaw, migrations, resilience (linguistic)... the Isles have a very long, confusing, and muddled linguistic history. I'm very into it!)

I love it and want to experience all of it. Can't in a week, of course, so I'll be happy to see a few of my longed to see sites. Shit like the V&A, which I'd like to see, which would take a week in itself, will have to wait. Shit, they've waited this long!

The LO and I are doing fine. Better than in a long time, actually. I've started doing things around the joint that need doing. I get into funks where I can't do anything. I stare. I wait. I sit in confusion. I download porn. I get trapped in this diary culture. I drink. I drink a lot. I drink WAY too much. I don't watch tv. That's cool. I don't sit in meditation, which is NOT cool. I need that more than anything right now. Especially right now.

The winds are picking up. Frances is on her way.

My father's step-mother died yesterday. She was 95. She'd been way Alzheimers (sp?) for many years. I'm not going up for the funeral. She was a loving and talented woman.

There were a few other things I wanted to write, but they're gone at the moment.

Maybe later.

~seth~

Oh! I just thought of something! I had referred to the LO as "Norman". That's not his name. If you didn't get the joke that I was so proud of pulling, he had said I was just like his mother, so I called him that. The 'Norman' in question is Norman Bates. If you still don't understand, it's from the movie 'Psycho'. If you still don't understand, go rent/see it.

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