2006-07-06
6:00 p.m.

stiffie and ponders

Woo-hoo! My little buddy's back!

I don't know what triggered it, but I had quite a boner night at long last!

I've been downloading porn lately like it's my job. First because I like to, but mostly hoping to break this limp curse. It had gotten to where I couldn't stroke one off unless thinking about Tanner, either memories or "future memories" as he used to call his fantasies about what he'd like to do next time we were shaking the bed. (That's another of his expressions.) So, since I'd rather not be thinking about him so much right now, I ogled some hotties I'd found that day right before turning in.

I've remembered how to post pics, so here goes, with commentary of course!

This dude is a total wet dream to me. The hair, the eyes, great beard and what a pelt! Trail too with a nicely furred belly that would work wonders on me bottoming missionary. Just beefy enough, not too much, not too little. Also, his wedding tackle looks a lot like mine.

I'm mesmerized by this guy. Not sure why. He's got a handsome profile (though the hair's a bit much), nice enough dick... my eyes keep getting drawn to his forearm and hand. I like furry forearms and square, strong looking hands.

Whoa! Perfect legs in shape and fur! And the hands. And the rest of him seems well proportioned. Unless it's a shadow he seems to have a nicely furred chest. I like the haircut and face, though he does look like he knows he's hot and those guys are among the worse. Pecker is perfectly sized and shaped and appears uncut. Many bonus points on that! The slight upward curve is also a plus, basically because it hits the male "g-spot" on every stroke.

Yet another Whoa!!! Of these two I don't know what to say or who I want more. Actually, I can't find a flaw with anything in this pic. It even includes my partially clothed sex fetish!

This is the dude I took to bed in my mind last night. Damn! He looks just my 'type'. Seemingly uncut even! But can he and I hit the shower first? His hair is a disaster! I'm sure it's just lacquered, not greasy, but hair play is a turn on for me anyway. I like having my hair played with, especially while I'm giving head. My earrings played with too.

Oh. Wasn't I sharing news?

So last night I scoped these pics before bed and not one of them appeared in my dreams. My dreams are loud and lucid. They scare me. I wake up several times a night, sometimes afraid to go back to sleep. They're at a deep enough level that I vanish completely, but then startle awake. It's one of those things that you have to had experienced it to understand.

Well, the first one I woke up from included a guy who looked a lot like that last pic I shared. He came into my place (not my place, but I'm sure you know how dreams work!). He was in nothing more than boxers. Cock proudly poking out, and he called to me a few times before I went to him and felt a lusciously disturbing debate as to whether I should go down on this luscious staff of man meat. I woke up.

Next dream wake up was of a young man I've known for many years now. He's all pumped up physically now, was 'do-able' back then anyway, and now he's woof! He's also insecure about his sexuality. WAY hotter than the others, but, uh, no thanks. He'd be another JWB, and that whole shit is yet another entry.

So those wake ups found me stiff as a board. I just lay there reveling in being hard again. A few teasing grinds against the bed, but I left them there. On the third wake up I took matters in hand.

I could barely remember the dream I woke up from, but there I was hard enough to cut diamonds. I snuggled up against the LO, reached for the Stroke 29 (FANFUCKINTASTIC SHIT!!!!!) and humped my fist to whatever wandered to mind. What wandered to mind was the night Tanner just pounced and mounted me. We'd gone to bed, were falling into cuddle sleep, then suddenly there he was sitting on me! Yea, I got a boner! My memory was of his pulling my siffie up and impaling himself on it, my thrill at that totally unexpected sensation, then my fucking 'up', but mostly his obvious thrill, gyrations... and I got lost in his trip too. His exuberant riding made me pop out once and he hurriedly grabbed, guided, and sat back down on me. I bent my knees up so he could revel and grind my cock inside him, which he did. It was beyond description, so I'll hush now.

Best I leave else for later. I miss him and wish him everything. It's his birthday today. So yea, I wish him all best. He'll no doubt be back at me soon, but no. Too much emotional abuse. I have my own home repairs to make.

I'm such an easy piece of shit sometimes, eh?

~Seth~

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