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Andy left a message in my guestbook last night that I�d like to respond to, and since his comment was public and touches on stuff i�d like to say anyway, i�m responding here.
to save you the trip, here�s what he wrote:
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If your fucking gbook would stop eating my entries, you would've seen the long post I sent you, dammit. I hate pity plays, only I'm allowed to do that *pouts* I was going to tell you to post the pics, who the fuck cares? It's porn, once a guy you toched sucked and fucked, and now nothing more than a memory of color and light captured on paper. Anyways, he's the hairy guy, right? One of my favorite lovers looked a lot like him. I love boys who look like satyrs, hair below the waist, just a lil on top, ohhhhh yeah. :D
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guestbook entries must have an unadvertised character limit. that�s happened to me as well. same is true for comments on favorites. :-( if it�s long maybe you should email me. i�ve taken to composing on Word so i have a copy just in case.
unfortunately, JWB isn�t just a guy i once fucked. i was head over heels with him, and he me. there are many hard things to accept in this mess, but the hardest is that he betrayed me. he could have said he was having an affair with an older man and it got him confused and he couldn�t take it anymore. instead he gave my name and concocted a tissue of lies to make him look innocent and victimized and me a villain. that hurt more than anything. that�s what has also poisoned the well between us. forever.
apparently i still love him. if i never did this wouldn�t still be so difficult for me. (indications are that he�s not dealing well either.) i don�t wish him ill. i don�t wish him well, either. if i wish anything is that someone will do to him what he did to me. it�s called nemesis.
putting up one of those pics would be cathartic to me, so i will. but unlike him, no name will be attached. there will be many pics that could be him, but i won�t say which one is. i might even decapitate or blur the face. or both.
that pic i posted last night (and humped stretchy to twice last night) � if that�s what you meant by �the hairy guy� isn�t JWB. JWB isn�t that hot!
in fact, i like this dude so much i�ll post him again!
and Andy, i LOVE your satyr reference. exactly! shaggy below the waist light to moderately furred above. i think i like that because of the contrast in textures. same thing for my love of goatees. same goes for brunettes come to think of it, but on the visual level.
as a bonus, satyrs are fuck machines... woo hoo!
Tarquin just farted. dog farts are deadly. i�ve lost the mood now. last time he gets turnips for breakfast!
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